Content with just a peep
yet have to force myself
not to just look
but dive deep within thee
I’ve had only but a taste
yet can’t see me salivating for more,do you?
will you believe me when I say
deep within, even beyond my own awareness
I long for you and your scratches.
You’re trouble alright, but my kind
The freedom without you traps me into shackles
that from which only your burden can relieve me from
so come along, what are you waiting for?
You may or rather will find me
unwilling and whining
but scared off and you! Ha! That’s more like it
I do all I can to dig you down
I sure know better , yet I choose to drown.
After all letting go has always been so much easier
than fighting for and against the so-called wrong
but too much smoothness makes you miss the rocks
the gravel the sand and their sensuous song
So I choose to live with your lurking shadow
as your constant weight somehow makes me
a little more straight
so c’mon keep trying to push me furthur
only to see me emerging taller and mightier.
because until you learn to carry, you don’t learn to let go
you don’t learn to balance and thus you don’t learn,
you simply don’t.